: At this point all I can say is I’m tired. I’m tired of being misunderstood. I’m tired of being complicated. I’m tired of being seen as the bad guy. I’m tired of not being good enough. This happens way too often and it’s too hurtful to continue on. Everyone thinks i’m the toughest meanest girl who can handle anything, well I’ll let you in on something: I’M NOT. I have feelings. I cry. I get very hurt inside. My heart breaks.
This is all why I am who I am.
I miss my best friend. In such a time like this all I can say is the Lord is really the only friend I have. He will never fail me nor forsake me.
Where are you studying this fall? If I may ask. I curiously ask, as your schedule always finds a way to astound me.
Well I am planning on attending OCC for their culinary arts program so that I could get my certificate in that for my future cafe and I’ll probably explore getting other certificates as well. Along with getting my AA. I also may intern at mars hill church since I won’t be attending a bible college and I really feel as though the Lord has provided that as a perfect medium. But we shall see what the Lord has in store between now and then. My schedule is a bit crazy but that the fun in life and just how I love it:)
: 1 all natural herbal supplement
4 drops of valerian root
1 cup of sleepy time tea
Not one cup of coffee all day
And yoga pandora station playing.
Oh please let me sleep tonight body. Just one night of good sleep?
I am all these things everyday and let me tell you by the grace of God I am able to have the strength. I couldn’t imagine going one day without the Lord holding my hand and guiding each step. Thank you Lord for providing all answers and all steps. I give my life to You daily.