January 2011
37 posts
: 2011 is coming very soon and I believe its going to be a year of stepping up and stepping out. Making a difference and connecting. I’m really excited because its about time. God has huge plans and I want to be apart of them and follow them according to Him. My goal for 2011 is to do these things and be strong and courageous because I can make a difference even if its the smallest thing....
December 2010
52 posts
: I want to shoot myself over this English final.
:Southern Orange County:Fast Moving. Self Focused. Material Focused. Cold. Fake.
I think this can pretty much sum up most of where I live. I’m not gonna lie I can sometimes get distracted by some of these things such as material things: the way I dress, the things I want, how I look. I also get caught up on being self focused and fast moving. Just doing a bunch of things and going a...
: Last night was girls night. Didn’t think of how much I missed my best friend Lilia until she finally came home! We went over to my friend Emily’s house and made some very delicious thai food (MY FAVOURITE) and just had an amazing time together with our other girls from small groups. I was thinking of all the different crazy memories I had with each girl and our times together and I...
: “There is only one relationship that matters, and that is your relationship to a personal Redeemer and Lord. Let everything else go, but maintain that at all costs, and God will fulfill His purpose through your life. One individual life may be of priceless value to God’s purposes, and yours may be that life.” Oswald Chambers
I love this quote so much. It just reminds me so...
: God loves to close doors so that He can open new ones that you never thought would open. I live for these doors and it looks like one just opened.
: Lately I’ve just been seeing God work all around me. It has been so comforting but very uncomfortable at the same time. I once heard someone say ” if we stay in the same broken pattern all the time while being unhappy how is it any different then stepping out and changing to try to be happy. the answer is fear.” Fear gets the best of me all the time. It is the number one thing...
: Went to go see The Tourist tonight. The most surprising movie because it was not at all what I expected it to be. I like that. I like that a lot. Tonight needed to happen and I realize that even though I have very few friends I have friends that get me and understand my side of everything and I just love it. I don’t need a million people just to feel loved. I just need people who get it....
: The OC bubble needs to be popped.
: I am what I am by the grace of God. And that is all I am.
: Something I realized: I really dislike facebook. I spent the past three days away from it and I go on and boom I’m back to being so upset again. I really don’t know how people think certain things are right when they simply aren’t. No one truly cares about anything anymore. People are broken and messed up and decided to screw up your life because they simply don’t care....