January 2011
37 posts
: 2011 is coming very soon and I believe its going to be a year of stepping up and stepping out. Making a difference and connecting. I’m really excited because its about time. God has huge plans and I want to be apart of them and follow them according to Him. My goal for 2011 is to do these things and be strong and courageous because I can make a difference even if its the smallest thing....
December 2010
52 posts
: I want to shoot myself over this English final.
:Southern Orange County:Fast Moving. Self Focused. Material Focused. Cold. Fake.
I think this can pretty much sum up most of where I live. I’m not gonna lie I can sometimes get distracted by some of these things such as material things: the way I dress, the things I want, how I look. I also get caught up on being self focused and fast moving. Just doing a bunch of things and going a...
: Last night was girls night. Didn’t think of how much I missed my best friend Lilia until she finally came home! We went over to my friend Emily’s house and made some very delicious thai food (MY FAVOURITE) and just had an amazing time together with our other girls from small groups. I was thinking of all the different crazy memories I had with each girl and our times together and I...
: “There is only one relationship that matters, and that is your relationship to a personal Redeemer and Lord. Let everything else go, but maintain that at all costs, and God will fulfill His purpose through your life. One individual life may be of priceless value to God’s purposes, and yours may be that life.” Oswald Chambers
I love this quote so much. It just reminds me so...
: God loves to close doors so that He can open new ones that you never thought would open. I live for these doors and it looks like one just opened.
: Lately I’ve just been seeing God work all around me. It has been so comforting but very uncomfortable at the same time. I once heard someone say ” if we stay in the same broken pattern all the time while being unhappy how is it any different then stepping out and changing to try to be happy. the answer is fear.” Fear gets the best of me all the time. It is the number one thing...
: Went to go see The Tourist tonight. The most surprising movie because it was not at all what I expected it to be. I like that. I like that a lot. Tonight needed to happen and I realize that even though I have very few friends I have friends that get me and understand my side of everything and I just love it. I don’t need a million people just to feel loved. I just need people who get it....
: The OC bubble needs to be popped.
: I am what I am by the grace of God. And that is all I am.
: Something I realized: I really dislike facebook. I spent the past three days away from it and I go on and boom I’m back to being so upset again. I really don’t know how people think certain things are right when they simply aren’t. No one truly cares about anything anymore. People are broken and messed up and decided to screw up your life because they simply don’t care....
: God Speaks When I Listen
: Can I just tell you that you make a difference to this world. You should never feel too insignificant or small to do BIG things. YOU can make a huge significant difference. Please don’t ever forget that.
: God is doing some crazy things in my life. Cheers to new seasons. Thank you Lord for everything You have been doing lately. It is all with meaning and purpose this I know.
My Gods enough for me.
: Remember when I said weekend please don’t fail me? Well it did
so please forgive me for not posting. I just have no motivation to write.
: God is good. He is good to me.
:Memories are nothing but a daunting thought in your mind it goes by so fast that it seems like just yesterday we were at the beginning and now we’re here in this very spot. Memories are just another daunting though in your mind. They come and go but no matter what they will always be there. Sometimes I wonder how I ever made it through and how I’ll ever make it through again because...
: Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done
1) love someone so much
2) stopped playing soccer
3) worked harder as a better sister and daughter
4) stop being relational
5) cut my hair super short
6) grown up
: Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot
1) What can I do to glorify God today
2) God is so beautiful and amazing
3) I have the best friends in the whole world who care
4) I need to get away and start on my own
5) I will accomplish all my goals
6) I’m hungry
7) I’d really love some coffee about now
: Where did you go? When I need you most?
I’ll search for you because I need you most
but where did you go? I do not know.
I need you now. I need you now.
When I’m confused and find no will to live
I need you there to hold me together
I need you now
: To have a good public life you have to have a good private life.
: Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart
1) Find your identity in Jesus
2) Be my best friend first
3) Ask me out on dates
4) Love music as much as me
5) Listen and understand me
6) Sing to me
7) Be a gentleman
8) Bring me coffee
: this weekend is going to be beyond epic
1) I get to play a game of fugitive (which shall be interesting)
2) I get to see a wonderful play set in the 1940s
3) I got invited to go on someones private boat and see the holiday boat show
4) I get to have a girls night and host everyone at my house. My favourite thing
5) Last but not least I get to go see a lot of my favourite bands with the...
: Day Two: Nine things about yourself
1) Jesus is my best friend
2) I’m addicted to coffee&tea
3) I get easily obsessed with things
4) I stalk people and how they dress and then try to do the same thing. No Shame.
5) I love owls and elephants
6) I LOVE thai food
7) I want to study psychology
8) I am a huge activist for Invisible Children and do everything and anything I can to...
: Day One: Ten things you could say to ten different people right now.
1) I love you SO much and I can’t wait to see what God has in store for us together.
2) You’re the best friend I will always have by my side
3) Thank you for listening to all by troubles and thanks for understanding them as well
4) I just started talking to you and I think you’re pretty cool
5) When I...
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that...
: I will Abide in You
: Sometimes I just really don’t understand how on earth I came to this place in life.
when I look back I would never have thought that I’d be here now. In this spot. Yet I think to myself : I wouldn’t change this for the world. I am exactly where I need to be but there is always somewhere farther I can go. Somewhere higher and somewhere better. I need to always remember...
: Note to self. when Parkour training try to get in shape first
