: How do I find the strength to keep going everyday?
and I’m over everything.
I know nothing can be easy but really does it always have to be SO hard? I need some peace and quite. I need to get away and listen to my own thoughts. I need to sort things out and get it FIGURED out. Things keep moving so fast when am I supposed to stop and understand it all?
Pressure. I hate it. Stress is fine but Pressure is unbelievable. Theres a mess in my head that I constantly try to figure out and get it right. In the end my attempts fail and I just go further and further under. Secrets I keep and things that stay inside me just need to come out and see the day of light. Yes I know I switched that up but I did it for a reason. The reason I do not know so do not ask me.
All I wish is to be normal but I don’t think that wish will ever come true. If only you knew who I really am.